If i could change one thing in my life what would it be?

That my father hadn't killed my baby. I loved that little boy and he made me drown my baby in the bath tube. Even worse he killed him and put him in the freezer. Everyday I think that it was my fault that I wasn't strong enough to save him.

Second, I wished that I had the courage to tell the police that my father kill my baby. That he was abusing me hurting me and that my mother lied so she won't get hurt by my father. I wish Helga hadn't gone crazy so I could talk to her. Thank god for Calvin Gant.